Sunday blues

Just when I think things are bad they get worse. I cant believe that some people can only think of themselves and not realize reality. I am suppose to be at work in 24 minutes and guess what? Yes he hasn't even left for his parents house. I cant believe that he acts this way. I so want to cry but I cant let myself. Cry about what? I am so use to him behaving this way. My son is at home and he told me just leave my son here and he will be here soon. Yeah buddy like I can trust you to be here on time? So now what do I do?

I hurt so much but he doesn't even open up his eyes to see it. He is so SELFISH! He hates that word because he believes he is not. What else would you call it. I feel bad because last night I was really crabby with my best friend. She was talking about love and finding a guy. Well I didn't tell her anything about being mad at my man. I just said love is a joke and that in do time honeymoon fades. Love? Who needs it. It only hurts in the end. FUCK LOVE!!