I want to scream!

I want to scream so bad right now. I am at work and I want to tell them that this is not fair. I am hurting so bad and no one cares. I have no one to talk about this situation except Red because I don't trust anyone. Most people are afraid to stand up because they don't want the hell of the rath. Dang it I am going to lose my head! GGGGRRRRRHHHHHH!