11/1/06

11/1/06

Haven't decided but I think I know for sure what to do. I am unhappy! The thing about it right now is that I don't really feel sad thinking about being away from him. THinking and doing are different and I understand that. I think if I would get out of free card and get this house bought for me then I think that I could manage quite well. This is what scares me the most is not having a place to go. I wouldn't want to go to by mom's house because well I will have a mental break down doing that. I guess time will tell what will happen in the future. I want happiness for myself and he is treating worst than dog shit! I need to make that decision. Should I stay or should I go now? (by the way i sang that last line!!LOL) I am pretty sure I know that answer!!