Its my birthday and I'll cry if I want to.....

Happy Birthday to me!!!! I am heading out tomorrow night and getting drunk. Okay I always say that but never do it. I have a control issue. If I start getting a good buzz on then I stop because..

A) I don't want to throw up later
B) Cant stand the headache in the morning
C) and the biggest reason I don't want to make an ass of myself

Well fuck it!! I am having a piss poor birthday because of all the crazy physco people at work that I am getting totally bitz! Have a good weekend I am going to numb the pain this time.

Party party party!

Well its been really busy in my life lately. I have helped this girl with her sex toy parties. Well to make a long story short this girl booked a party and decided not to call anyone back. So I was getting calls about this party. So I decided to join passion parties. It seems like a lot of fun. Its exactly like was I was doing but I feel like it will be better. So I don't get to mess on the computer a lot. If I am on the computer its because I am placing a order or looking up the advantages of this company.

If anyone is interested on doing these parties where you live then just leave me a message. Trust me they are so much. Couple parties or just the girls it is well worth it.....

Just another shitty day!

I cant believe that the same shit is starting back at work. I am not for sure how this shit is going to go down. I hate working with all women crew. So basically I can sit around and listen to them talk about everyone else and totally bash them into the ground but when someone else close to me makes a statement about someone else which is try it gets turned in. Where is the justice?? I am totally writing a journal everyday at work from now on. Then in a month I will turn it over and say look at this shit!

Plus.... My boss and I came up with this idea and I tried to get everyone else to do it today. When they refused to do it I just said whatever. Later another one of my bosses came up to me and said this girl had this idea and it was a good one. Okay that bitch just refused that idea and yelled at me for it then she goes up to a different boss and tell her its her idea. What the fuck is that about?? Come up with your own ideas bitch! Peace out I am stressed out!

Still here..

Its been awhile but I am still here. Its been busy and its hard to sit down at the computer. My man and kids seem to get on when I want to use the computer.

I went out and got a Y membership for the kids. We went last night to go swimming but they closed it down. I think someone popped in the pool. We will try to get there tonight. I have been a mental mess lately. I have had some things go on with my middle son with his meds. He had a night full of nightmares. It really scared the hell out of me. Now the last two nights I cant sleep cause I am afraid he is going to wake up scared as hell and I will be sleeping. After not getting any sleep for 2 nights and breaking my back at work I just needed a day off to sleep. I did fall asleep but Carrie woke me up. She was asking about the party Saturday night that Sara was suppose to be throwing. Okay I try to call her but I haven't conformed nothing. So that is going to be a mess also.

The trip to Vegas is on still and I am counting the days down. I am heading out now and getting some sleep.