Please can a doctor help me get over reality tv?

So its Thursday. This week is going so slow. I think my Missy is going to have her pups today. Which is good and bad. Dang it I am the one that has to take care of it all. I am feeling like blah! I cant wait till tomorrow night. Its probably going to be chilly so the hot tub is going to be great. I need a fun day. Dang it I gotta work soon so there blows the day.

I spent most of the day listening to clips with the gang talking about big brother. Its so funny!! I think I am going thru the big brother blues.. Its over and I need to come to terms with that! HEHEHe!

Red and I decided that we are going to apply for amazing race. That would mean that I need to do some serious training when it comes time. I don't think they are having anyone apply yet. I am going to apply for Big brother 7!! I say that every year but I am doing it this year! I know I wouldn't get in but oh well its worth a try. I need to go and stop thinking about Big brother! I am just a freak!!